What is bothering me the most is that some of my problems could have been avoided if someone else had decided to put me in a different situation. Somehow I felt betrayed because I thought that because I am good student, I don’t deserve to go through all the trouble they've put me through. Sometimes professors put good students in the worst situations because they think they will be able to manage it best. I think that if it isn't going to benefit the student in any way, this is just an unfair punishment.
Anyway, I know this doesn’t happen only in school, everyone has to go through unfairness in all life stages and scenarios. What I’ve realized today is that if I want to be happy, I have to stop thinking that I deserve better and start moving forward with what I got.
Maybe God lets us go through this so we don’t get spoiled thinking we deserve it all. I have faith that He is hoping I learn important lessons from this, and that’s what I’m trying to do.